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The Band Advocate's Blog
Tuesday, 12 October 2004
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: "You're not Alone" from Final Fantasy IX, Final Fantasy IX Theme
I'm going to sum up the entry that I wrote, because the fucking computer fucking deleted it.


Melanie, why the fucking God damned hell can't we just go to fucking Dairy Queen? Is it really that hard? Is it really all that fucking hard? Tequilas is such a pain in the fucking ass; we have to sit down and wait for our food and all that shit, and who knows if we'll get it in time to even eat it? And come on, are we really going to eat ALL that much before homecoming anyway? We'll pay for all that fucking food, and then we won't fucking eat it, and I don't know about you, but I don't have enough fucking money to waste on food I'm not even going to fucking eat.

But you know what? Whatever. We'll just go the fucking hell where you want, because we just will, because I'm only one fucking God damned vote and apparently the rest of you people don't use fucking logic. FUCK.

I don't care if we march tomorrow. I just don't care. I'll step in all the mud Mr. R wants me to. I don't care. It's better than chemistry. I'd rather have my intestines sucked out through a coffee stirrer through my ear than sit through chemistry.

Fuck off and good night.

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 9:49 PM CDT
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Sunday, 3 October 2004
Final Decision...Maybe
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Nothing

I hate Mr. R Squared. He can burn in Hell.

Anyway...I'm going to orchestra tomorrow. I changed my mind. So...I'm going to ask Trent if he likes me or not and see where we go from there...God, I'm so nervous...I don't know what the hell I'll stomach is cramping and twisting just thinking about it...maybe I should write him a note and hand it to him'm just going to ask him outright. Well...I've got 17+ hours or so to build up the courage to ask him...

I didn't get a chance to talk to Andy. I'm thinking I'll make a huge effort to get to school early.

God, I'm so nervous!!! Okay...if I just visualize the goal, I can reach it...visualize the goal...visualize the goal...

I just realized this post is post #42. 42 is my lucky number! I sure hope that's a sign! *crosses fingers*

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 11:50 PM CDT
Updated: Sunday, 3 October 2004 11:52 PM CDT
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Things Keep Getting More and More Confusing
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: "When the Lights Go Down in the City" by Journey I'm thinking I'm not giving Trent that note...Andy and I just talked, and he suggested I ask if he likes me first. Andy agrees that he looked a little green yesterday. God, I feel so bad. I feel like such a whore. I wanna cry, but I kind of want to laugh at the same time...partly because I'm comparing myself to a whore, partly because I got to lay on Andy's lap and hold his hand (more or less) and stroke his hair and have his hand on my shoulder and whatnot not yesterday, and partly because all indicators are pointing toward Trent liking me.

Argh, Trent! Get MSN!

*laughs* *cries* God, I don't know! *laughs at self* This feels so weird! *laughs* *goes WOOOOOO*

Just an observation; losing Trent would be like getting kicked out band forever, or like the school taking away band. Being injured and not able to be in band (like a hand/arm injury or something) would be not as bad as being kicked out of band, but it would still be I'm just talking about band.


Andy and I also exchanged this dialogue (pardon the instant messenger-ness):

"Can't be anal retentive if you don't have an anus." -Bartlbey, "Dogma" says:
i want trent 2 know how i feel, but i kind of want 2 give him a rest 4 a while, try someone different. but there doesn't seem 2 be anyone else out there
What Do I Look Like.... World Domination, I'll Leave That To The Religious Freaks And The Republicans. says:
yeah... that seems to be a problem......
"Can't be anal retentive if you don't have an anus." -Bartlbey, "Dogma" says:
"Can't be anal retentive if you don't have an anus." -Bartlbey, "Dogma" says:
there is one person, but he doesn't seem 2 want 2...
What Do I Look Like.... World Domination, I'll Leave That To The Religious Freaks And The Republicans. says:
are we hinting someone?
"Can't be anal retentive if you don't have an anus." -Bartlbey, "Dogma" says:
*blushes* yeah
What Do I Look Like.... World Domination, I'll Leave That To The Religious Freaks And The Republicans. says:
well on that note.... it's time to eat so i'll talk to you later
What Do I Look Like.... World Domination, I'll Leave That To The Religious Freaks And The Republicans. says:
What Do I Look Like.... World Domination, I'll Leave That To The Religious Freaks And The Republicans. says:
i'll be on later
"Can't be anal retentive if you don't have an anus." -Bartlbey, "Dogma" says:
"Can't be anal retentive if you don't have an anus." -Bartlbey, "Dogma" says:
do u mean we'll talk about this later?
What Do I Look Like.... World Domination, I'll Leave That To The Religious Freaks And The Republicans. says:
What Do I Look Like.... World Domination, I'll Leave That To The Religious Freaks And The Republicans. says:
"Can't be anal retentive if you don't have an anus." -Bartlbey, "Dogma" says:
What Do I Look Like.... World Domination, I'll Leave That To The Religious Freaks And The Republicans. says:
see yah
"Can't be anal retentive if you don't have an anus." -Bartlbey, "Dogma" says:

So that was our exchange...God, I'm just so confused and mixed up and blaksjfdl;aksjopiewur. Ha ha ha!!!

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 5:18 PM CDT
Updated: Sunday, 3 October 2004 5:26 PM CDT
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Still Confused...This is Not Cool
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Nothing
I've decided that I'm going to tell Trent how I feel tomorrow. Not outright, mind you, because I'm a coward. I'm writing a note...I don't care if it's stupid or immature or naive...whatever gets the job done. My heart feels like it's about to pop. I was going to give it to him after I dropped him off from orchestra, but then I remembered that I'm not going to orchestra because I have a Girl Scout meeting :P I really don't want to go. So instead, I'm giving him the note after school. So he should know what I've kept bottled up for about a year by approximately 3:30 tomorrow afternoon.

In the meantime, I still do not know what to do about Andy. I know he doesn't like me like that, and I want that to change...or at least I think I do. In one hour, I have almost completely forgotten any previous obsessions (Trevor, Mark, even Captain Adam), and have put my focus on Trent and Andy. And maybe this is stupid. Maybe this is the dumbest thing I've ever done. I don't know. And then there's this issue of Trent vs. Andy. Which one do I go with? I really like Andy. I like Andy a lot...but I love Trent. The choice may seem obvious, but what do you do when the one you love doesn't seem to love you back, and the one you just can't be sure what will happen?

And then, when I tell Trent I love him, what am I supposed to say when he inevitably asks something along the lines of "Then what were you and Andy doing, if you 'love' me so much?" What am I supposed to tell him? I know what I want to say...I just don't know how to say it, or even if I want to...but seeing as I AM telling him that I love him, it shouldn't really be an issue...I could just not mention it at all, and burn that bridge if he comes to it. That seems like the best idea...

I love Trent, yes, but I want to go out with Andy really badly...he seems...gentler,'m not sure...I cant' explain it. Not that Trent isn't sweet when he wants to be, gentle when he wants to be...Trent is just different. And as much as I love Trent, as much as I never want to be without Trent as long as I live...I feel like I need to try something new...I feel like I need to be with Andy, if only for a little while.

Andy is going to read this eventually, I'm sure. I'll either show him this entry in particular, or end up sending the link to him to look at something else, but he always reads the rest of it so...yeah...
So Andy, if you're reading this, take what I've said into consideration...maybe we can try again?

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 12:50 PM CDT
Updated: Sunday, 3 October 2004 3:51 PM CDT
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Saturday, 2 October 2004
Helpful Suggestions
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Nothing

Pongsifu (don't worry, that's not his real name) suggested that I "show Andy that he's the only one I like". He suggested PDA-ness, but it'd be weird since we're not going out, and I don't like PDA I don't know what to do. He also suggested I make a move, and we spent 20 minutes trying to figure out stuff that was a "move move" but not going too far, and all we came up with was a kiss on the cheek. I told Pongsifu that I had written in here that I liked Andy and he had read it, but Pongsifu said that acting upon something is different than saying it...he's smarter than he looks, that Pongsifu.

As much as I want to go out with Andy, as much as I want to display my affections, I can't detatch myself from Trent...I want to keep my options open...I am thinking I am going to have to tell Trent how I feel and THEN try the affection-ness on Andy, so Trent doesn't take it the wrong way...argh...I don't know...confusion...

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 11:27 PM CDT
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Mood:  blue
Now Playing: "Into the West" from the ROTK soundtrack
THIS WAS KAYLA'S LAST BAND BUS TRIP!!! I AM GOING TO CRY!!! THIS IS SO SAD!!! I don't know why, but it hadn't hit me till just now that she's leaving. She can't leave...she can't...KAYLA CAN'T LEAVE!!!

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 4:58 PM CDT
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Split in Two
Mood:  amorous
Now Playing: "Into the West" from the ROTK soundtrack TRIP!!! WOO-HOO!!! "You can woo-hoo on your own time." HA HA HA. Okay, find your center...

Well...remember my "snuggle buddy"? I didn't mean to snuggle THAT much...I'm torn between joy and not joy...I had hoped it'd make Trent a twinge jealous...and now I'm not so sure I should have snuggled so much. I had said last night that I would take him home and was like woo ok (more or less...maybe not that's just a ride home), and then when I asked him if he still needed a ride (on the bus, when we were near home), he said no, that his dad was coming to get him...and this morning he was still on for the ride home. And now I think he did like me, and I feel terrible and great at the same time and I don't know what to do. He sat there looking sort of betrayed and alone and...I just want to cry. I am thinking I'm going to have to tell Trent how I really feel about him sooner than I had hoped...I'm going to tell him that I love him, but despite that fact, I want to get out there and go out with other guys, because if there's a chance we might have anything together now, I don't want to ruin it and...yeah...argh...

But then I also like Andy a lot, or maybe a little, I don't know. So I don't know what to do about Andy, or even if he likes me, which may or may not be obvious, I don't know. I just want someone to fix this all, I want someone to make it better. I want to be back with Andy, sleeping on his lap, not worrying about any of this. Yes, I know he's going to read this, and I don't care. It's better I get it out now than bottle it up and let it sink to the bottom of the bottle and never come up.

Melanie shouted at me in the Little Black Book for all this and whatnot, and she says that I have to tell Trent, and I agree with her...I have to...but I don't know how...I don't know what to do.

So...yeah...I am liking the idea of a letter to Trent to tell, not a note. That is so 7th grade...a letter. I don't know...maybe this is all a mistake. Andy, I wish you would get on already!!!

I am going to go do stuff now.

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 4:54 PM CDT
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Friday, 1 October 2004
Main Points
Mood:  suave
Now Playing: "Bohemian Rhapsody" by Queen
Band trip tomorrow!!! WOO!!! Andy's going to be my "snuggle buddy" (don't tell him I called him that. He'll mention the Tim thing!!!)

Main points that need mentioning:

Had to march in street clothes at football game. Not cool

Little Ding seeming to be annoyed with me. Understandable as I am an annoying person.

Band trip tomorrow.

Homecoming coming up.

Crazy Kyle will not leave.

English teacher gone out of his God damned mind. Will pay for sins. Will OD on sleeping pills if I have anything to do with it.

Popped a couple of pills yesterday during class. Very amusing.

Will write more tomorrow maybe. Must now write in communal blog. See that one for more details. Not sure why I am talking like this. Seems quicker.

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 10:48 PM CDT
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Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: "The Prophet's Song" by Queen
We had a to do a field show in our street clothes...our STREET CLOTHES, for God's sake!!! We are all getting sent to the deepest pits of Band Hell, I know it. It started to rain just as Samantha called mark time, and all of a sudden, all i can see is a huge wave of clarinets in fluffy hats charging for the door. I WAS NEARLY KILLED!!! Well, now we know what the band would look like when ordered to charge...I believe we'd win that one.

Mr. R used the lift on the U-Haul truck to raise himself up above the band. It was amazing and awe-inspiring...Mr. R is the shoznit (thanks to Zack for the word). Fo rizzle.

Yeah...the cymbal polishing party was a waste of my time...unless maybe I get community service for it...that would be nice...

I'm getting the feeling Little Ding is getting annoyed with me...which is a pity, because I love Little Ding ("Not the weird way," as Mr. R says). Oh well. I told Joe about it, and Joe said last year Little Ding was annoyed with him, but he got over it, so I'm holding out hope...Maybe once he gets used to my freakishness he will not be so stand-offish.

Melanie is trying out for drum major. I think Melanie thinks she can make it. Melanie needs to get her nose out of the cymbal polish bottle and smell the fresh, non-high-enducing air.

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 9:44 PM CDT
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Friday, 17 September 2004
He he he.
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: "76 Trombones" from "The Music Man"
He he he...I think Trent, for whatever reason, is jealous of Andy. I will say no more, except bwah ha ha.

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 5:37 PM CDT
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Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Runescape music
TREVOR!!! AAAAAAAAAAAH!!! He had his track uniform on and...WOW. Or maybe it was cross country...I don't know...HOLY SHIT!!! He looked so hot. I seriously could not breath for five seconds. I started hyperventilating in the middle of the hall after school and I tried not to draw attention to myself and I tried not to stare...but it didn't work. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!

That's all really...BAND TRIP TOMORROW!!! EXCITEMENT!!!

Oh, and the drum major asked me to take her friend home cuz she had to pass scales, and even though I'm not fond of her I did. I think I should go to heaven just for that.

I'm not invited to Kayla's cymbal-cleaning party. I don't play cymbals but I don't care. Tonight is going to be lonely.

I have a f***ing essay due Monday. This sucks. I don't want to do it tonight. I want to have FUN.

I think I like Little Ding...I'm scared...eeee...

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 4:21 PM CDT
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Friday, 3 September 2004
Mood:  lyrical
Now Playing: "Rockero" won't stop playing itself inside my head!!!
We had a football game. Davey was at the football game. DAVEY WAS AT THE FOOTBALL GAME!!! I was freaking out. I was bounching up and down in my seat and poking people and hugging people and shouting. Davey. Timmy was sad that Davey didn't molest him...or maybe that was someone else. I don't remember. And Crazy Kyle was there. He's crazy. I had to hide. And when they percussion played "Ice Cream Sandwich" or something, Lenny started dancing with the quads, and he got way too into it and fell over and then he jumped up and it was AWESOME! Lenny is the shiznit. Lenny is OFFICAILLY the shiz!!!

My allergies are acting up big time. This sucks.

Kayne and I called Captain Adam on his cell phone, but we just got his voice mail. So we left the following message:

"*gasp* H-HI CAPTAIN ADAM!!! HIIIII...*gasp*...Oh my God, Kayne, here you take it! I can't..."


Trent devised a brilliant entrance for Captain Adam to make at the next football game:

There is a door in the middle of the field, surrounded by dry ice. All is dark and silent. Then, the door opens, and Captain Adam comes through in his drum majoring uniform, white pants and all. A spot light is on him, a nimbus gleaming behind him. He is still, head bowed. Then suddenly, he snaps to attention, salutes, and breaks into break dancing!


Adrienne Pierce was there, Trent's ex-girlfriend from 8th grade. He seems to be over her though (he dumped her, after all), so I wasn't too upset...Tim, I'm gonna kick your ass if you mention this to him. I am serious. Don't go meddling in our affairs.

So anyway...what was I gonna say? I don't remember. Oh yeah! I was standing by the front of the band room with Elise, and i was waiting to tell Mr. R something, and he turns and goes, "You're cute too, Audra." Gee...thanks? And then when I left he was sitting in a risque position on the table. I don't wanna see Mr. R like that ever again. EVER.

Yeah, our half time show, it kicked ass. We didn't do a field show, but our playing kicked ass. Drum breaks kick ass.

Yesterday Trevor said, "Hello, Audra."!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He said it to me!!!!!!! He said hi first!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *dies*

I got Little Ding's e-mail address!!! And now I'm his arm rest. He nearly busted my lip. Oh well. Little Ding is forgiveable.

Drama meeting Tuesday! Woo!

Mark is slightly creepy. Woo for creepiness!!!

"All I heard was that you're Captain Adam's sheep...I can just picture him a Little Bo Peep costume with the crook and everything and you following him around in a sheep suit!!!" At this point, Melanie and I both died laughing. Kayla was lost and then decided ignoring us was best.

Parade tomorrow!!! BAND BUS!!! I'M GONNA PISS MYSELF!!!

It's that time of month. *pouts*

Be kind to your tubas.

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 10:38 PM CDT
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Monday, 30 August 2004
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: Pencil Sharpener
By the way...

I SAW LITTLE DING TODAY!!! After word processing. He was talking to the freshman bitch who glared at me last week. Stupid bitch. I was shouting in my head, "NO!!! COME BACK TO THE LIGHT!!!" And he did! Woo! I love Little Ding!!!

Oh, and before that I saw Andy. He was bending down to get something out of his locker, and I came up behind him and ruffled his hair (he has hobbit hair) and said hi and I was happy cuz I LOVE HIS HAIR!!! Woo!


Andy, I still haven't forgotten!!!

I wonder what Little Ding's e-mail is...

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 10:33 PM CDT
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Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: CRICKETS!!!
Andy, I'm gonna have to have a word with you tomorrow! You said that you were gonna get online tonight, and we'd..."talk", BUT YOU HAVEN'T!!! It is currently 10:11. You have not been online, according to this indicator thingy here, in 1 day, 1 hour, and 34 minutes! Where are you?!

On a lighter note, today we (Kayla, Trent, and me) took Timmy out for his birthday. I drove Trent and Timmy to Kayla's, and they wouldn't shut up and let me drive; I nearly killed Timmy (he was shotgun and easier to smack). Then we took him past Davey's house in Kayla's van, and then we went to Dairy Queen, and all we had was a bunch of change, 3 dollar bills, and a couple of gold cards. It took us 5 minutes to count it out. It was sad. But eventually we got our food. And then on the way back to Kayla's, Trent and I fought over my tin full of change, and he tried (and succeeded) to hold my hand, or at least that's how I interpretted it but it was hard to see it any other way. You had to be there. And then Kayla took Timmy home and I took Trent home and that was our day. The End.

We wrote another paper in English today. Mr. R (squared) wrote that my writing was wonderful ("!") on my other paper. I was happy. Woot.

Oh and Kayla yelled at me when I took off my seat belt. *cries*

I'm talking to Robert from Band Camp!!! Rob!!!

Mr. R (not squared, the band director) says we get to go to a pep band competition. YAY!!! I'M VERY EXCITED!!! I LOVE BUS RIDES!!! Oh wow. This is sad. I am very, very excited, cuz I LOVE BAND BUS RIDES!!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!! THEY'RE SO FUN!!! Oh wow. WOW. Scholar Bowl bus rides are extra super fun too!!! We play messed up truth-or-dare. I can't wait to play truth or dare with Little Ding! We are going to scar him for life! Oh, and we can do that on the band bus too. OMG!!! I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY FIRST BAND BUS RIDE OF THE YEAR!!! Holy shit...THAT'S SATURDAY!!! WOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! But it's not very far...still...I like the really long ones...I get to sleep on Trent! LoL. FOOTBALL GAME FRIDAY!!! I LOVE FOOTBALL GAMES!!! O YEAH!!! Not for the football...BAND!!!

Well, I'm gonna go to bed now. Hopefully I don't piss myself out of excitement. ANDY I STILL DIDN'T FORGET!!! I'M TALKING TO YOU TOMORROW!!!

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 10:25 PM CDT
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Sunday, 29 August 2004
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Crickets and the Washer and Dryer
Well, yesterday I was almost killed. Some jackoff in a sports car ran a red light while speeding, while i was turning. But thanks to my quick reflexes I'm still alive.

But more importantly...I HAD A DREAM ABOUT TREVOR!!! A Trent-free dream abou Trevor. Which makes it really, really weird, because Trent is in all of my dreams. Oh well. I don't really remember the dream. I just vaguely remember sitting near the end of my road by where the people with the motorcycles live, by the water tower. And he wasn't scared of me. Ha ha. I think at one point he leaned in to kiss me but I don't remember. Oh well. TrEvOr!@#$%^&*()_+<>? (does Crocker thing).

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 2:55 PM CDT
Updated: Sunday, 29 August 2004 3:01 PM CDT
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Thursday, 12 August 2004
The Best Dream EVER...EVER
Mood:  celebratory
Now Playing: Various Sounds
Okay, I know I said THAT dream was the best dream ever, but I lied. THIS dream is the best-and most amazing-dream I've ever had. Yes, better than making out with Dom and Trent semi-simultaniously.

It starts out with my band (high school band) and me being on the Conan O'Brien show, which is cool in itself. THEN, I see Peter Jackson in the audience. Conan notices, and says, "Hey everybody, look! It's Peter Jackson!" and everybody goes wild. Oddly enough, there are people dressed like Elves, and Men (mostly dressed as member of Faramir's company, when they take Frodo and Sam), and even a couple of Hobbits. Conan kicks the person he is currently interviewing out of the chair, and Peter comes up and all the LOTR fans are just going nuts. Then finally, he works the crowd, and he comes over and talks to ME!!! Only for about 30 seconds though...he's got to work the rest of the crowd. Still...PETER JACKSON!!!

Then, I go back with my band, and the cymbal players are setting up a model of Minas Tirth on the percussion "toy box". In those fake craft jewels, the big shiny ones, they spelled out "MINAS TIRITH!", like it's some big Broadway show, on a model of it made of cardboard. Then Melanie thinks a minute and says, "Now who's going to be the Slut of Gondor?", and I shouted, "DENETHOR!!!", and she just glared at me and said, "What are you smoking?" I just shot her a huge grin and started petting the model, cooing, "Gondor, I looooove you..."

The next thing I can remember, I am boating on a lake with Katie and Kayla, which is a bad idea, right off the bat. Then, they manage to flip the boat over, but I am harmlessly tossed off the back, lying face-up in the water near the shore.

So I swim to shore in a life jacket and swimming suit, and am suddenly, mysteriously, in street clothes. I start to trek up this hill, where I can see a building. It's a pastel shade of purple, with carvings and motifs and designs carved in various places on the windows, and it reminds me of Gondor. Then, I see FRODO!!! He beckons to me, and we go through a door into a small, vaulted room with a counter and sink at one end. There's a couple of modern-day sluts and a pair of Uruk-Hai standing by the door we just came through. The instructor there says, "Okay, now who wants to do electric egg etching?" I get paired up with Frodo, and the two sluts are sitting between the orcs, who are surprisingly good at this egg business.

Then it cuts to some story (which is completely unrelated to any of this) that I think Treebeard was telling, or was a part of. At any rate, ents were involved. Anyway, it is the story of a shape-shifting half-Elf who wanders the forest. Apparently, she is canon, so she can't be a Mary-Sue...The shape she shifts into refelcts her mood, which then affects her surroundings. I remember I saw at least 2 of her moods; once, the trees grew roses, and another time, everything was covered in ice. She herself had an ice-blue tint to her.

Next, it cuts quickly back to egg-etching, and then I am walking through a museum of story boards for LOTR. I feel like I'm not supposed to be there. I walk into one room, which is full of stuff for Pippin. Lo and behold, Pippin peaks his head around the door, exactly like he did during the Council of Elrond. We both take one look at each other, freak out, and then it cuts to Rick Taylor (the head of Weta) giving a speech to all these orc extras in blue, spandex suits.

Next, it cuts to a brief battle sequence, during which I can see the shape-shifter chanting some spell. There's a voice-over of Peter Jackson saying that in the book, she only says a couple lines in Latin and that's it, but in the movie, he's giving her a fighting role. A couple more shots of a battle in Minas Tirth, and then it cuts to Faramir's corrination (even though his daddy's just a Steward? What happened to Aragorn?) In the background is Denethor, lying dead, and for some reason, I'm there. I take one look at him and shudder, then turn to Faramir's corrination. He is standing before a large, arched window, which would provide a magnificent view of the Peleanor had another building not blocked half of it. It is sunset, and there is a red-gold light streaming in. There are a few other people around him in fancy silver armor, but his is the finest by far; it's made of gold and encrusted with jewels. He looks a lot like Aragorn. He is then handed a broadsword in a sheath like his armor. The hilt of the broadsword is like that of the Rohirrim, but it's nearly impossible to see the horse design for all the gold and jewels. He draws it, and is made King of Gondor. Truly chilling.

Then, one of the figures around him bows, sword pressed to her forehead. She looks like Eowyn when she defeated the Witch King on the Peleanor, only much older. Apparently, it is Eowyn's mother, and she swears her alliegance to Gondor.

Cut to the construction of the Tower of Barad-Dur. No, not the real one. The bigature fo the movie. There are a few shots of Mordor, some more doom and fighting, Barad-Dur falling, and the battle is over. But we don't know who won. It seems almost like there is a truce. Masses and masses of people are leaving the city across a green plain, escorted by a handful of Uruk-Hai; they are on the road to Helm's Deep. They are going home (?). We see Pippin, almost bursting with joy, is trotting along with all the Rohirrim. The orc says something about having to swim across a lake jus over a fence, but they just go around it. Then a few shots of marauding over green hills skirted by forest, and then we see Pippin swimming across the Brandywine, singing a rousing pub song. Then we see Merry, riding home on a pony, singing another rousing pub song.

The most uplifting dream I have ever had...ever. It was amazing. I want it again. I've never had that much LOTR in one probably has to do with the fact that I started reading LOTR right before I went to bed the past few nights. Oh well. *sings* YOU CAN DRINK YOUR FANCY ALES, YOU CAN DRINK 'EM BY THE FLAGGON. BUT THE ONLY BREW FOR THE BRAVE AND TRUUUUUUE COMES FROM THE GREEN DRAGON!

Then there was some stuff about my marching band practicing for some Broadway musical with some set vaguely like Moria, but that's not important.

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 10:30 AM CDT
Updated: Thursday, 12 August 2004 11:00 AM CDT
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Monday, 9 August 2004
My Freshmens
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: "Chicks Dig Jerks" by Billy Hicks
My freshmens are so cool!!! I guess I should have addressed this when band camp was going on...oh well...

Allison is great! She also agrees that Trevor looks like Frodo!!!

Troy is awesome!!! I love Troy. We make fun of people together.

There's a new tenor, Dan (but we call him Little Ding), who is just great! I love Little Ding. Mommy, can I keep him? He's such a little geek. It's great! I mean "geek" in the best possible way.

Jamie and Trent and I went to Dairy Queen and Mark-stalking Saturday, and then Jamie and I went driving around the country (as in not the city). It was so much fun.

Wednesday or something, Mr. R came around the corner, and he was kind of staring me down, and I was like, "Hi...uh...hello? What?" and then he said, "You know..." and I freaked out, and was like, "No, no I don't! Tell me!" I was shouting this down the hall. Sad...

Elise loves LOTL so far. Woot.

Oh, Friday, I said very loudly and on purpose so Mr. R could hear me, "Don't make fun of Mr. R, Timmy! Mr. R is cool!", so now I'm cool, according to Mr. R. And Timmy's a geek, according to Mr. R. Ha ha.

I started the Over-Enthusiastic Drum Major cartoon again!

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 11:26 PM CDT
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The Best Dream EVER...Sandwiched Between a Series of Strange Events
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: "Rubberband Man" by the Spinners
Last night I had the best dream I think I've ever had. It was a really long dream...but anyway.

I was meeting a friend at this coffee house/bar/grill type place, and I was wearing PJ pants and a pair of fucshia Chucks.

The next thing I remember, my family and I went to this lakeside resort, getaway type thing. The first thing I remember was driving around in a little tram type thing on these high, wooden boardwalks, and they surrounded a rainforest canopy or something. All of a sudden, I saw this creature cross our path (apparently, it was something real, but in, it wasn't); it looked part lemur and part lynx and part fox, and it had a face like a beaver. Then it jumped into a tree and climbed down the trunk.

After that, I remember we were walking in a really nice hotel, with gilded molding and everything. Then, we were sitting in front of a huge fish tank. I guess my parents wanted to go to some horse show or something, and she was yelling at us, telling us that since she "paid for us to come and see hobbits", we had to find $20 and pay for our own admittion into the horse show. So apprently we came to see hobbits.

Then there was some stuff with walking by the lake front and taking a boat tour on the lake, and the next thing I remember, I was standing on the beach with Dominic Monaghan, Elijah Wood, and Billy Boyd, all in hobbit make-up (so I guess we did come to see hobbits). All of a sudden, there was a big explosion in a alcove further down the lake. One of the boats had exploded, and no one knew how it got down there, because the current of the river flowing into the lake, according to them, couldn't have carried the boat that way. All of a sudden, Dominic whipped out pencil and paper and started analyzing the flow of the river and all this other stuff and asked me for assistance, and together, we figured out that the river COULD have carried the boat that way.

Okay, now the boring part is over (even though I did get to hang out with hobbits). Then, Dom leaned in to kiss me, but the point of view changed all of a sudden, like a camera angle, and it was Trent kissing me. And then all of a sudden, we were in a mall. Kayla had bought out one of the stores and turned it into a den-type thing. So we went in there...not really important...but it was above a shoe store, where they were selling BLUE Chucks, and I told my mom to get me some and she did. Yay.

So we went around the rest of the dream being all romantic and was better in the dream than trying to explain it. The mall had co-ed bathrooms. They were freaking HUGE. Then Aprils Chinese boyfriend tried to get her to have sex with him, but she said no, and then there was more stuff with Trent, and maybe more with the hobbits, and the dream just kinda faded off from there.

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 1:59 PM CDT
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Thursday, 5 August 2004
Is It Just My Imagination?
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: "Kiss Me" by Six Pence None the Richer
I can't be sure...but I think Trent likes me...there's a weird vibe it feels like he's been giving off since last night. I'm not sure a vibe and several odd glances are enough to go on, but I can't help but wonder...I muttered "I love you" before I left from dropping him off today, and I think he saw it. Oh well. He was bound to figure it out sooner or later.

Marching band hurts like a bitch. A BITCH.

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 3:37 PM CDT
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Wednesday, 4 August 2004
The Village
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: Keys Typing, My Sister Fiddling Around with String
You must see "The Village". It is an excellent, excellent movie! It's scary as Hell!!! I had a terrible headache all through the movie, but not because of the movie. See it! M. Night Shamylan (please correct my spelling!) is a genius! Really and truely. He is an amazing film-maker!

I had an odd dream last night...I don't remember most of it, but I do remember I was sitting next to Trent, on his left side, kind of stroking his arm, and then he told me he liked it better on the right side, so I switched to his right, and he started kind of started...purring, if I remember correctly...kinda creepy. And then I drifted in and out of sleep, and the realization that I was dreaming, so I refused to wake up for a very long time.

Love is a funny thing.

Posted by insanerandomhobbit at 9:53 PM CDT
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